lilmissy2k04

Yes siiiiiir

Mon, 06 Jun 2005 05:18:25 GMT

WHats good? Im back for more, lol. Friday nite was the best nite I have had in a looooong time. I went to the club with my friends and got drunk as fuck. Then I danced the nite away all the untill morning with some interesting people, lol. I had loads and loads of fun. Then afterwards my friends had a hotel and we had all crashed there for the rest of the morn untill about 11. Then my ass had 2 be @ work by 1. The best part is yet to come. I had a freakin hang over. I hardly ever get those and I had to have one the day I goto work huh? It was fun though.

Saturday I went Grad party hoppin. The shit was fun. I had 2 parties to attend. It was cool. It was hot as hell but it was cool. Then after the grad parties I went out with a few of my friends and we chilled for a minute. That was coo. Well that was basically my weekend because today I aint do shit. I slept in untill 1:30. I would have kept sleepin but my dad came in and woke me up, lol. Then I went to hoop then I went swimmin.

Im tired as hell. So ill holla @ yall lata....~uno~

Im Baaaaaack

Fri, 03 Jun 2005 18:45:41 GMT

Whats good LJ? Man I havent been on this thing in a loooooooong minute. Well its sooooo much to tell you about whats goin on in my life.

Everything is pretty much back to normal as far as friends are concerned. Me and one of my really close friends fell out over some stuff about a month ago. Well guess what? We havent talked since then untill yesterday. We hung out for a lil minute and we talked and we are glued back together like nothin ever happened, remember in one of my previous journals I said Im busy tryin to get shit glued back together like nothin ever fell appart. Well looks like its all together and Im happy for it.

What else is good with me? Hmmm, well tonite im supposed to goto the club and then after that one of my friends is throwin a hotel party and its gonna be off the chizain, lol. I plan on gettin drunk too. Last weekend was a freakin mess for me. I got drunk and blazed. Lol I dont plan on doin that again for a looooooon time.

Well its time for me to get my stuff ready for tonite. I'll holla....~uno~

Mon, 16 May 2005 05:17:32 GMT

"Same script, different cast...u'd think I'd learn by now" KG - Feel...I just like that lil sayin and how she put it together...lol It has nothin to do with what im about to type about.

Whats good LJ? Nothin is really good over here. Today was a pretty BLAH day for me. I had a headache and I have been sleepin all day off and on. I watched the Pistons get in that Pacer ass...HELL YES!!! lol. Then I played some video games and talked on the internet and Im about to call it a nite. Well thats all for me today I'll have more for you tommorow...nite

I kno You like my Syle

Sat, 14 May 2005 17:35:13 GMT

WHAT UP LJ?? lol if you havent noticed my titles to my journals are random as fuck..lol. They have nothin to do with anything that Im typin about sometimes..lol. Ahhh well.

Today is gonna be a somewhat fun day. I have 2 mores friends that have to come home within 2 weeks then all my official "HOMIES" will be home...YESSSS. Today My friend Caryn came back home from howard and me, her, and likie 6 or 7 others might be either goin bowlin, laser taggin, or to the movies. Im kinda excited for that.

Right now Im debatin what the hell Im gonna wear. I have ironed like 3 outfits alredy cause all of them look HOTT...lol what the hell is wrong with me?

Well guys Im about to be out. I gotta go meet with some friends up @ Mongolian BBQ...BEST RESTURANT EVERRRRR...lol. Im out...~uno~

Yeah to the man....

Wed, 11 May 2005 00:35:33 GMT

Whats good LJ? Well let me just start off and say "Its always somethin"..lol inside joke. But no whats good? Nothin is really good with me. Im just in the process of patchin up shit thats goin on in my life. Pickin and Choosin who my real friends are. You would think after this stuff has happened to me 2 times with 2 different groups of people I might have learned by now. Im just gonna tell you I am confused. I'm commin around with that. Then theres somethin else. Im kinda fuckin up big time man. The person who I actually said I didnt like anymore was a lie and a mistake in sayin that. I did like them and as mad @ me as they are I still kinda like them. I dunno why but I do. Im stuuuupid dude. Im tryin to get everything glued back together like nothin ever fell appart. I dunno how well of a job Im doin right now but Im hopin things get back to normal soon.

On some new stuff. Im about to go out with my friends in about 20 minutes and we are goin to this go-kart place and do that with a lil putt putt golfin. It should be fun. Today I went and worked out earlier this mornin. Then I went over to my friends house for a lil while. After that me and my best friend went to this Basketball Park out in Novi for like a hour. It was hype as hell. We won 2 games and lost 1 game. Im tryin to get my game back before september. Me and like 3 other girls are playing in a Basketball tourny called Gus Macker. I think its gonna be fun. So Im tryin to get in shape for that.

Thats all I have for you guys today. Below is a song that Im currently feelin. I like this song alot and it kinda relates to someone I fucked up with and I just want to keep appologizin a million times to show how sorry I am. Well I'm goin off with my friends to have a gr8 nite. ~uno~

"Let Me Hold You"
(feat. Omarion)

[JD Talk]
[Bow Wow]
This What You need to Do Girl ...

LET ME HOLD YOU

I been watching you for a minute
come through here so sweet centered
In life girl you need me Get it?
IM determined to win it
I know what you need
I know what's wrong
I know how to make it tight
Everything will be all right
If ya
LET ME HOLD YOU
And Introduce you to my world
And Introduce you to the better side of life that you aint been seeing girl
Ima show you where its at
And Ima show you how to get it
all you got do is be wit it and
LET ME HOLD YOU
Down like a real mans supposed to
I never would have approached you
If I aint have intentions on doing good
See dude you wit is so fooled
To me girl your so cool
And all Im asking you to do is
LET ME HOLD YOU
Down like a best friend and two homies in the game
When you cry I wanna feel your pain
No Secrets , No Games
All Excitement , Nothing Plain
Keep you happy
Thats my aim
And all you gotta do girl is
LET ME HOLD YOU

[chorus]
In My arms In my mind all the time I wanna keep you right by my side till I die im gonna hold you down and make sure everything is right wit you
you can never go wrong if you
LET ME HOLD YOU
down like a real friends supposed to im trying to show you the life of somebody like you should be living
OOOooHHhh Baby Baby
you could never go wrong If you let me hold you

[Bow Wow]
Ima Keep you up on whats popping and shake you fresh to death
when we hit the mall we can ball till theres no more left
I know you aint used to it but you gon get used to it
cause thats the only way im a do you and just LET ME
LET ME HOLD YOU
All my hommies think Im tripping cause I got you a pad
see they just mad cause they aint get you
they aint get you
SCORPIO is your sign and girl your so fine
And i would do whatever in no time
LET ME HOLD YOU
No Shine
Its what your coming with but Ima change all that
Rearrange that
Put you in the range all black
with the rims to match
phone attached
TVs in the back
How you gon say no to that? Huh
LET ME HOLD YOU
Ni**as Look at me like now here you go
really bout to blow some doe
But ain't nobody did it before so why is you so go hold it
Cause I believe this was meant to be
I just gotta work at it
like a crack attic up in rehab

[chorus]
In My arms In my mind all the time I wanna keep you right by my side till I die im gonna hold you down and make sure everything is right wit you
you can never go wrong if you
LET ME HOLD YOU
down like a real friends supposed to im trying to show you the life of somebody like you should be living
OOOooHHhh Baby Baby
you could never go wrong If you let me hold you

[Bow Wow]
down down around
Atlanta Lanta
Fah Found
And everybody know now what Im tryna do
I say
down down around
Atlanta Lanta
Fah Found
Im just tryna get you to
LET ME HOLD YOU

[Bow Wow]
down down around
Atlanta Lanta
Fah Found
And everybody know now what Im tryna do
I say
down down around
Atlanta Lanta
Fah Found
Im just tryna get you to
LET ME HOLD YOU

[chorus]
In My arms In my mind all the time I wanna keep you right by my side till I die im gonna hold you down and make sure everything is right wit you
you can never go wrong if you
LET ME HOLD YOU
down like a real friends supposed to im trying to show you the life of somebody like you should be living
OOOooHHhh Baby Baby
you could never wrong If you let me hold you

Hey

Tue, 10 May 2005 02:37:48 GMT

Yo whats good today LJ? Nothin is really good with me. Today was the RETURN OF MY CLASSES AHHHH. Well Im only taking one class this summer and its not that bad so Im cool. Its a Computer Aided Design Class and its kinda cool.

So what did I do today? I got a chance to sleep in till like 2:00, lol. That was soooo good. I had the best dreams. Only if they were true. But I woke up and my nigga NeMo came over for a minute then after that I went to class. After 4 loooong hours of class I went to go work out @ the GYM. Im tryin to get my game str8 for Gus Macker. Then I came home and shot around in my driveway. lol now Im watchin the Pistons kick some Pacer @$$ and typin here on LJ. Tommorow Im prolly gonna goto the gym again, I dunno yet.

Well that was my day today peeps. Im gonna finish watchin this game, go play some video games, and call it a nite. I'll be back tommorow for more...~uno~

Yessss

Sun, 08 May 2005 15:57:44 GMT

Whats good LJ? Yesterday was like the best day eveeeeerrrr...YESSSSSSS!!!! lol. Most of my buddies are back from college and we hung out last nite....I had a lil movie nite @ my house and somehow 12 people turned into 30 people...lol. It turned into somewhat of a lil house party....lol whatever it was hot. Then I made up with one of my friends and we coo now. YESSSS IM HYPE NIGGAAAA!!!! Its the freakin summer time and its gonna be like in the 70's this week too ooohhh YESSSSSSS...lol. Well thats all I got for yall today, well fo now...Im helpin my mother have a happy mom's day untill about 5 and then im out the door till about 4, am...lol That rhymes. ~UNO~

Wow what more can I say?

Sat, 07 May 2005 06:29:40 GMT

Hey Hey Hey, What it is LJ? 2nite was pretty cool all my friends are back from college and we all hung out tonite. ALL MY REAL FRIENDS..YESSSSS!!!Only one or two are here. We had a pretty good time. We went Go-Kart Racin and Putt-Putt Golfin...lol it was pretty funny all 17 of us...lol YES I SAID 17. lol...My old hang out group..We were always popular in school and we all hung out and rolled deep to where ever we went. It was pretty cool to have all of us back tonite.

Nothin else has been really goin on besides the fact that some people really kno how to crush peoples heart. AND FOR NO REASON WHAT SO EVER. Its almost like What the fuck did I do to you to make you do this to me? Hey but its all cool. You drop a bitch and keep steppin and that is exactly what I have been doin for almost the past couple months...DROPPIN BITCHES AND CONTINUIN ON WITH MY LIFE...YESSSSSS!!!!

Well thats all I have for 2nite...I gotta go finish cleanin up the house for tommorow...All my buddies are commin over my house for a lil movie nite/gathering.Thats another thing, I gotta figure out what movie we are watchin tommorow. The funny part is that my parents dont know that 17 people are gonna be comming over yet..lol Im gonna tell them like a hour before...lol..Nite Nite lil dudes and I'll have more for ya tommorow well later today...lol..~uno~

WHEN IS IT OVER?!?!?!?!?

Thu, 05 May 2005 06:57:31 GMT

yo yo yo...THIS SHIT STILL AINT OVER MAN..lol, Got Damn. I found out sooooo much shit today its just crazy. So theres a girl I have been beefin with since about january...Tell me why have one of my so called friends been runnin back and forth tellin her shit that I used to be sayin about her? Im pissed because Im startin to really realize why the girl was always poppin up places me and my friends would be. Thats shady as fuck right? The girl has been tellin the girl I was beefin with where I be goin and what I used to say about her. Thats some fucked up shit dude. Here Im thinkin somehtin different about my friend and she commin out to be the exact opposite of what I thought she was like. My goodness...lol, Like I always say "ALL YOU CAN DO IS LAUGH". I aint seen shady, fake, and cruel untill today, forreal. Well thats it for 2nite...Ya gurls kinda sleepy and what not....I'll holla @ you all tommorow...nite nite.

Yesss

Wed, 04 May 2005 16:39:21 GMT

Whats good? Hey well yesterday was a pretty OK day. It had a lil drama but nothin to really stress about. I know that I have some good ass friends that are willin to listen and give me the best advice a friend could ask for. Yesterday I went to my best friends house, played some ps2, watched a movie, and got some ice cream.

I had a lil bit of drama I had to take care of. I stayed home untill about 7pm thinking about who my friends are and arent. Abviously I figured out that me and one friend were never really friends to begin with. I figured this because if I LIKE someone and I DIDNT do ANYTHING with them or mess around behind their back and this person would rather listen to someone who has only been friends with her for 3 months then to listen to someone who has been friends with them for damn near 3 years somethin aint right. What do you think? Liking someone isnt bad @ all. LoL "All I can Do Is Laugh". Shit just aint right. That means that friendship was never really there and I wasted 3 years of trying to be there for them and what not huh? Maybe that was my mistake aswell, I should have never assumed that someone I met that quick was worthy of my trust. YEP!!!!!

Hey well Im not stressin over it Im actually in a really rellly good mood today...I got my internship boiiiii!!!! Thats not all, I might be flying to California to do my internship. YESSSSSSSSS!!!! That sounds pretty good to me, what do you think? haha lol...

Hey well Im out dude...Its sunny and Im goin to enjoy this weather with the people that have always been there for me and yet they are still my friends after I pushed them to the side for some people who I thought were there for me more then the others. GUESS NOT..lol HOLLA @ YA GURL PIMPIN......

Another screwed up day

Tue, 03 May 2005 04:55:41 GMT

Yeah whats good? Today was supposed to be a pretty good day buuut it ended up not bein a not so good day. THings got really messy today between me and a friend of mine. You know is it WRONG to like someone? I can understand cheating and messing around behind someones back but LIKING someone is a crime now? Its so bad that I deserve to get my @$$ beat huh? That makes nooooo sense at all. Ok I like someone whom my friend USED to talk to. Ok they moved on and they agreed to be friends so Me and this someone told each other we liked each other and since then it has only been like that. Nothing has happened and we havent messed around soooo why all of a sudden would I need to be cussed out and threatened for? I dunno but Im out cause Im not feelin so hot...nite

Whats Good?

Mon, 02 May 2005 01:21:57 GMT

Whats good? Im a lil tired. I got up @ like 6am today ofr no reason at all...lol. Then I sat up untill 8 because I had to find ou if I had to go into work today and sure enough my ass had to be at work at 10....lol damn. It was an OK day today though @ the job. I had to work from 10-6. It wasnt to bad.

Today was my buddies 17th birthday...YEAH BOIIIII!!!! lol...One more year and you can go clubbin...lol like u dont already. YoU CAN BE LEAGAL GIIIRRRRLLL NO FAKE ID'S lol.

Hmmm so lets see whats there for you guys to know? Hmmmmm...Well theres not a whole lot going on really...Im a lil sleepy and I dont have anymore classes untill August, unless I decide to take some summer classes...YESSSSSS lol.

Thats it for tonite nothing really exciting goin on....I'll be back for more tommorow...~uno~

Messy ass shit that is just stressing me the hell out...nothings making sense right now

Sun, 01 May 2005 03:47:37 GMT

This whole fuckin weekend aint been right starting since early Friday Morning....Friends mom had a fuckin stroke, My other friends mom died of cancer, my frienship with someone is falling appart over some silly shit. I dont understand how if a friend did something to you and all you were doing was being a friend and tellin them about their self and what they have been doin to you then all of a sudden the script is fliped on you as if you did something to them and you didnt. I really do not understand stuff right now. They always say "When it Rains it Poors"..Ohhh that is soooo true.

Man my friend knows who they are and I jsut wanna deliver this message to you : I aint mean to be all snappy soundin to you and what not. I wasnt trying to have a attitude with you today @ all. All I wanted to tell you was about what I thought about thursday evening. I dont understand why you fuckin fliped out on me like I did something to you. Im not understanding because I DID NOTHING TO YOU. Im trying to be a friend to you and all kind of stuff and I try to be there when you need someone but I guess thats not good enough. So what else do I have to do? You said I been actin funny? What did I do? You said I been lyin? What did I lie about? What the fuck?!?!?!? So you say fuck me then too huh? Fuck it then...I dont need to be stressin anymore than what I already am...I try sooooooo hard and I really dont understand what I am doin wrong. I dont like you like that any more. You kno for some odd reason I thought you were feelin me like that because you were just flirtatious all the time with me. Then when I did get around to tellin you how I felt I ended up gettin my feelins hurt somethin horrible, right? Why would I waste or even think about wastin another 2-3 months of my life again? You know who really has my heart right now and as of now that aint changin. So y tell people I still like you and I dont? I was just a lil mad you aint tell me that a lil sooner. Whatever man. So like I said if you dont call me tonite then I guess our friendship is over right? Things were not supposed to get like this @ all. Even when I was going to tell you about how you been actin lately I would still be here for you. Thats what friends are for. You just all of a sudden decide to cuss me out one good time for no reason huh? Well if thats how you express it. I been callin you non-stop off the hook. Im not gonna sit here and play this kiss ass game either cause that aint me @ all. Sooo you aint call and you aint pick up so we must be done. Im done tryin to get through to you, you know how to reach me.

Theres a song that I been thinking about and its currently playing on repeat right now. Its the deepest song you have ever heard with the most meaning to every word Mariah sings. Just look over the lyrics and download the song if you can...I highly recomend you listen to this song. Just some of the lyrics relate to what Im talking about not all of them.

"We Belong Together"

I didn't mean it
When I said I didn't love you so
I should have held on tight
I never should've let you go
I didn't know nothing
I was stupid
I was foolish
I was lying to myself
I could not fathom that I would ever
Be without your love
Never imagined I'd be
Sitting here beside myself

'Cause I didn't know you
'Cause I didn't know me
But I thought I knew everything
I never felt
The feeling that I'm feeling
Now that I don't
Hear your voice
Or have your touch and kiss your lips
Cause I don't have a choice
Oh, what I wouldn't give
To have you lying by my side
Right here, 'cause baby

[Chorus:]
When you left
I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby please
We belong together
Who else am I gonna lean on
When times get rough
Who's gonna talk to me on the phone
Till the sun comes up
Who's gonna take your place
There ain't nobody better
We belong together

I can't sleep at night
When you are on my mind
Bobby Womack's on the radio
Singing to me
'If you think you're lonely now'
Wait a minute
This is too deep, too deep
I gotta change the station
So I turn the dial
Trying to catch a break
And then I hear Babyface
I only think of you
And it's breaking my heart
I'm trying to keep it together
But I'm falling apart
I'm feeling all out of my element
I'm throwing things
Crying
Trying to figure out
Where the hell I went wrong
The pain reflected in this song
Ain't even half of what
I'm feeling inside
I need you
Need you back in my life baby

[Chorus]

[Repeat chorus]
When you left
I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby please
We belong together
Who else am I gonna lean on
When times get rough
Who's gonna talk to me on the phone
Till the sun comes up
Who's gonna take your place
There ain't nobody better
We belong together

Tue, 26 Apr 2005 23:53:20 GMT

What up What Up? I aint been on here in a lil minute...lol I know yall want a lil update with ya girl so here it is...Nothing is really good with me Im just the same ol Tina...I been chillin ya kno. My birthday was April 5th, YA GURL IS 19 IN THIS BIOTCH..lol. The last day of classes for me is this commin thursday, Im rather excited about that. Thats about all thats been goin on with me. How about this shitty ass weather though? I mean how is it gonna be almost 80 degrees one day then for the next three days its snowing and raining?? WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH MICHIGAN? lol. Well Im out so Holla @ ya gurl, I'll be back tommorow or whenever with more goodies lol...~UNO~

SHIT

Mon, 11 Apr 2005 03:03:52 GMT

2ntie isnt the best nite for me right now....Im losin a friend who I love sooo much for my bullshit...I dont know how to get my act together and its drvin me crazy to even think my close friend would even think the things she does. Some of the stuff is my stupid shit because I let people handle me any kind of way. Man I really didnt mean for things to turn out the way that they have turned out and things are jsut gettin worse by the minute. She doesnt believe anything I say anymore and most importantly she doesnt trust me. My heart has just been shot down like 50 million times and let me tell you it hurts like a mutha fucka. Im sorry and I didnt mean to hurt you at all man. Im sorry for the dumb shit I did....Forgive me...Nite im not in a good mood

My Birthday

Tue, 05 Apr 2005 13:11:39 GMT

Yess Today is a great day...Im very geeked and this cute ass smile will not get off of my face...lol. But no today Is my 19th Birthday, My Last teenage birthday boo who boo who...SIKE i cant wait till I turn 21...ILL BE ABLE TO DRINK, Like im not doin it now...lol Ill be able to drink legally...YESSSS but today Im hoping to hang out with some of my friends and keep cool. My birthday started off with an excellent conversation I had with someone...Im feelin great...Nite Nite and ill talk to yall tommorow about my birthday : )

Fucked up Day Dude

Mon, 04 Apr 2005 04:14:58 GMT

Today sucked major ass....This is not the way I planned on starting my birthday week...I was comming out of the damn BP gas station and what happens? im gettin ready to turn because the car in front of me turned in the street and shit already then befor i knew it the car in front of me was all in my grill....He hit the front of my car and got it alll fucked up...Not to good...Then I just chilled with my friend and her cousin...Im a lil pissed off rite now and I dont feel so hot so Ill holla @ yall tommorow...nite nite

Sun, 03 Apr 2005 09:18:48 GMT

Man I got something to add because I just got off the phone with one of my coolest friends...I already have a best friend that is willin to be down for me for what ever or when ever and can talk to me about anything and I can talk to him about anything...I love him to death, my boy Anthony aka Sauce. But tonite i just discovered that i really have a 2nd best friend....My nigga a-jaxx is a trip yall...Thats my dogg for life and ill do anything for her for real...I want everyone to know that A-Jaxx will always be known as one of my good friends from now one...Jaxx if you ever need anything you know im here to listen to you and I know i can talk to you about anything and ill help u with whatever...I love you dogg....THats all folks....Nite Nite

PS: aint this bout a bitch? I have to be up for work in 3 fuckin hours....DAMN

Sun, 03 Apr 2005 07:45:18 GMT

Whats good yo? Im bored as fuck once again its 3in da mornin and i cant goto sleep...Today was a pretty cool, laid back day for me...I went to the movies with a few of my good friends from my "04" Class and we had fun....We went to see Sin City...That was a good movie and I think if you like Kill Bill or something on that line of a movie you would really enjoy this...Nothing is really on my mind tonite besides the fact that I wish I had someone I could cater to...Well Im out Im bored as hell and starrtin and typin aint gonna make my bordem any better....Heres some Lyrics to Leave for you commin from Musiq:

"I know this might seem strange But let me know if I'm out of order For stepping to you this way See I've been watching you for a while And I just gotta let you know That I'm really feeling your style Cause I have to know your name And leave you with my number And I hope that you would call me someday If you want you can give me yours too And if you don't I ain't mad at'cha We can still be cool cause. I'm not trying to pressure you Just can't stop thinkin' 'bout you You ain't even really gotta be my girlfriend I just wanna know your name And maybe some time We can hook up, hang out, just chill" (Musiq - Just Friends)

Nite Nite...More tommorow

Sat, 02 Apr 2005 08:56:49 GMT

Today was a gr8 day for me....I got a chnance to sleep in and then of course I had to work, but that was cool....I ended up going to the club tonite with a few of my friends and I had a ball...Let me tell you....I got a few numbers and I got a lil tipsy tonite too...This friday nite/Saturday mornin was off da hook....I've got some good friends for real. I hope I can continue to have my friends forever and maybe one can turn to be more than just a friend ; )..That would be the best thing in the world if that would happen....Dont you hate when you really like someone and you would be willing to do almost anything for them only to kno that you can only be just friends? That sux dosent it? Well im gonna go and try to give sleep a chance....Nite Nite...Ill have more for ya tommorow nite/mornin..lol

I Wanna Be The Reason You Smile

Fri, 01 Apr 2005 09:08:15 GMT

HAHAAA...Happy April Fools!!!

This below is just some of the lyrics that I am really feelin right now thats jsut goin on with various things in my life...ENJOY....

"Tell me what kind of man would treat his woman so cold, Treat your nothing when your worth more than gold. Girl to me your like a diamond I love the way you shine, A hundred million dollar treasure Ill give the world to make you mine. I'll put a string of pearls right in your hand make love on the beach of getlate sand. Outside in the rain we can do it all nite. I'll touch all the places he would not, And some u never knew would get you hot nothing is forbidden when we touch. Baby I wanna do all of the things you may wanna do Ill do them for you" (Joe - ?)

"I hope that you're the one, If not u are the prototype, We'll tip toe to the sun and do things I know you like. I think Im in love again..." (Andre 3000 - Prototype)

"Are we living in a dream world? Are your eyes still green girl? I know your sick and tired of arguing But you can't keep it bottled in Jealousy, we got to swallow it Your heart and mind baby follow it Smile happiness you could model it And when you feel opposite I just want you to know Your whole being is beautiful Im going to do the best I can do Cause i'm the best when i'm with you. Come close to me baby Let your love hold you I know this world is crazy What's it without you. Put down your bags love I know in the past love Has been sort of hard in you But I see the God in you I just want to nurture it Though this love may hurt a bit We dealing wit this water love You even give my daughter love I want to build a tribe wit you Protect and provide for you Truth is I can't hide from you The pimp in me May have to die with you I know what you're thinking, you're on my mind You're right, you're right, you're right" (Common - Come Close)

"My mama gave birth to a winner, I gotta win Pray to Lord, forgive me for my sins Still thuggin',cruisin', rims gleamin' Like the stones on my wrist Zonin', guess this is how it feels to be rich Homie, you hustlin' backwards if you chasin' a bitch Stupid, chase the paper, they come with the shit I'm fallin', in love with success Entrepeneure, connoisseur, I maneuver the best" (50 Cent - Ryder Music)

"Closer to my dreams its coming over me I'm getting higher closer to my dreams feel it in my sleep. Sometimes it feels like I?ll never go pass here Sometimes it feel like Im stock forever, ever But I'm going higher Closer to my dreams Going higher and higher I can almost reach Sometimes you just have to let it go leaving all my fears to burn and die Push the all away so I can move on Closer to my dreams Feel it all over my being In my being.....Close your eyes and seek what you believe I'm moving higher Im going higher and higher Closer to my dreams Higher and higher I'm moving upward and onward and beyond all that I could see Stretching out my arms so I can reach I'm so close It's like I can just reach I can feel my dreams Closer to my dreams I?m moving closer to my dreams Sometimes it feel like you?ll never grown change But you never choose to walk away." (Closer To My Dreams - Goapele)

Well thats it for tonite folks...If you neva heard those songs before you need to DL them and see what they are like....Nite Nite...and yeah its 4am and Im still up WTF...lol